Welcome back my friends, family, and fellow knowledge seekers to the first edition of the Quiet Mouse Strikes Back for the new year of 2013. I'm not going to take up a whole bunch of your time today, so let's just jump in and make this brief.
Apparently I'm uptight, picky, stubborn, moody, demanding, and opinionated. Even more I get angry WAY TOO FAST, I swear A LOT, and I piss off others on a frequent basis. I have too high of expectations from others, I complain a lot, and I think that more than half of people are just plain FUCKING STUPID. Oh, and I'm a huge ASSHOLE, apparently.
On the flip side of that is the other half of me, constantly in struggle with the above. I TRY to be nice, understanding, patient, considerate, loving, and a decent human being. The problem mainly comes for me because I find myself getting upset, nearly daily, about the SAME exact issues that never seem to get ACTUALLY RESOLVED... See, I figured out something a short while back. MOST people simply want to spend their lives just sort of whining and complaining about mostly trivial issues rather than actually FIXING THE PROBLEM. I am constantly told to lower my standards (since when has that EVER solved ANYTHING?!?), cause that works so well. So I find myself in this slow boil of emotions that sooner or later turns into a powder keg of negative feelings towards others and eventually I blow up. I'm sure that you might be able to relate to this idea. Hell, if you know me, you probably have experienced this from me first hand. I would like to think that being around me for the 80-85% of the time that I'm pretty cool would be worth the other 15-20% of the time when I'm acting like an asshole. I know that each and every one of us suffers from our own demons and I assure ALL, that I am actively working on my issues, despite the difficulty to change the things I cannot control and cannot change. It is hard for me. I am intelligent enough to see things past the veil of pretentiousness and lies. So fill in the blank for the title of this blog with whatever adjective you feel is necessary. I might be a lot of things, but you can never say that I'm anything but completely honest, for good or bad... I can give advice because I've made a shit ton of mistakes in my life... I'm equally frustrated at the fact that it has made me a bit jaded and dysfunctional at times, but as stated before, I AM TRYING... which is more than I can say, confidently, for many others...
This has been the one and only Quiet Mouse.
Peace. Love. Honesty.
Apparently I'm uptight, picky, stubborn, moody, demanding, and opinionated. Even more I get angry WAY TOO FAST, I swear A LOT, and I piss off others on a frequent basis. I have too high of expectations from others, I complain a lot, and I think that more than half of people are just plain FUCKING STUPID. Oh, and I'm a huge ASSHOLE, apparently.
On the flip side of that is the other half of me, constantly in struggle with the above. I TRY to be nice, understanding, patient, considerate, loving, and a decent human being. The problem mainly comes for me because I find myself getting upset, nearly daily, about the SAME exact issues that never seem to get ACTUALLY RESOLVED... See, I figured out something a short while back. MOST people simply want to spend their lives just sort of whining and complaining about mostly trivial issues rather than actually FIXING THE PROBLEM. I am constantly told to lower my standards (since when has that EVER solved ANYTHING?!?), cause that works so well. So I find myself in this slow boil of emotions that sooner or later turns into a powder keg of negative feelings towards others and eventually I blow up. I'm sure that you might be able to relate to this idea. Hell, if you know me, you probably have experienced this from me first hand. I would like to think that being around me for the 80-85% of the time that I'm pretty cool would be worth the other 15-20% of the time when I'm acting like an asshole. I know that each and every one of us suffers from our own demons and I assure ALL, that I am actively working on my issues, despite the difficulty to change the things I cannot control and cannot change. It is hard for me. I am intelligent enough to see things past the veil of pretentiousness and lies. So fill in the blank for the title of this blog with whatever adjective you feel is necessary. I might be a lot of things, but you can never say that I'm anything but completely honest, for good or bad... I can give advice because I've made a shit ton of mistakes in my life... I'm equally frustrated at the fact that it has made me a bit jaded and dysfunctional at times, but as stated before, I AM TRYING... which is more than I can say, confidently, for many others...
This has been the one and only Quiet Mouse.
Peace. Love. Honesty.
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