Dreaming

Now the Quiet Mouse doesn't usually do poetry. I once wanted to be a philosopher and now I'm a Buddhist, funny how life works. Any way we chose to look at the world we live, we all share a common bond. I hope you read these words I have written and question the life you live. Can we be doing better. Are we loving ourselves as well as our family, children, and friends? I hope to inspire people to write. I hope to inspire people to express themselves. Everyone has an inner artist. Everyone has inner beauty. Everyone is a creator and a destroyer. Everyone is everyone, yet we are all one. Funny how it works like that... I hope that this message grows. I hope it expands. I hope that it spreads like a virus to all corners of the globe. I have so much love for my brothers and sisters of the world. Here is my poem now...

Dreaming

My mind tends to wonder
wherever it may roam
while my body stays in one place
which probably is home
it takes me places
never been to before
places never heard of
in myth or folklore
I drift from place to place
and sometimes I see
through other people's eyes
looking right at me
raindrops fall down
on my white skin
tempting, urging, pushing
trying to get in
I hear the sounds of silence
coming from the dead
I lay awake in solitude
seeing pictures in my head.

I entered this poem into a contest recently and made it to the semi-finals. The winners will be determined at the end of this month.
The message of this poem is to keep dreaming. Our dreams fuel our passions. Our dreams fuel our art. Our dreams fuel the basic core of our character. Keep your dreams alive. Keep art and music in our schools. Keep the dreams of our fellow men and women alive. This has been the Quiet Mouse.
Peace. Love. Truth. Respect. Honor.

I LOVE boobs!!

Hello and welcome to another edition of the Quiet Mouse Strikes Back!! I am the blog host, QM and I want to be my silly ass self and say emphatically that "I LOVE BOOBS!"
But before you read down any further just remember this: I WRITE AN ADULT BLOG... so comment if you dare... lol


So basically, I know I don't have to say anything... the subject really speaks for itself, but hey, this is my blog and it would be boring if I didn't have an opinion. If you're gonna be a hater... SHUT THE FUCK UP! Go read someone else's blog. This one is mine.
"But Quiet Mouse... you sound like just another male asshole."
Really... No shit? hahahahahahahahahahaha... Well opinions are like assholes and we all have one of those.

So... on with the topic.
You do NOT have to be a man to appreciate a nice pair of boobs. Hell, I believe that most of the efforts women make to accentuate their cleavage is NOT for the sake of men... no no no, silly... women are nearly constantly feeling the need to COMPETE and COMPARE themselves with other women. And I know very few people, men or women, that are happy with who they are as a person.
The redheads don't want to be, the blondes want to be brunette. Brunettes want to be blonde or red-headed.
Same goes for boobs. The women with barely mosquito bites on her chest wants implants and the woman with naturally large breasts has back pain and can't wait to get them cut down to normal size.
And let's talk about bras :)
Let's be honest here for a moment. The bra company has to make the A and B cup bras in much more stylish fabric, colors, and styles. Larger bras are generally plain colors and less exotic. Why is this? Well girls with smaller boobs need a little more advertisement to make them look appealing.
Now I am an equal opportunity boob lover as they come in many different shapes and sizes. However... please do NOT get me started on the Wonder-where the fuck-they went-bra...
On a Freudian level if it is all about sex and aggression, then the ultimate goal of a relationship is to be naked next to a woman or man. I have discussed this before. Just another example of the lie that people are living in... but you know what... fuck that! It annoys me also how some women do their best efforts to show off these lovely soft breasts, and MEN like me get called out like I'm some kind of asshole for not only appreciating, but sometimes get caught staring... It kinda happens like that. I've been in love with boobs and wanted to have my hands on them since I was born, REMEMBER??
Oh yeah, women want to forget that they like to suckle on a boob too ;)
Funny how life goes like that.
This is all for my blog, so... enjoy some more pics, since it will probably only be dudes reading this particular blog, lol...
Hope we can all find happiness with who we ARE, NOT what tv or society tells us is the "normal" (which by the way is ONLY a cycle on the washing machine)...
This has been the one and only Quiet Mouse.
Peace. Love. Respect. Honesty. Harmony.

Rant and Rave

Hello this is Quiet Mouse
this is my rant and rave
so sit down, shut up
Don't ask me to behave
I work my ass off
but feel like a slave
I like being a hair monkey
I'm never gonna shave
constantly need money
how can I ever save
when I'm spending all I make
every dime that I have
no thanks from the world
for all that I gave
Happiness is now my search
with the Buddha on my side
I don't have to run any longer
or find a place to hide
Can't go anywhere now,
but at least I have a ride
instead I sit alone
thinking of whats on the inside
introspective simple
meditiation on my mind
deep inside my soul
the answers I will find
but for the moment all I can do
is get my frustrations out in rhyme
all day alone, sitting, wishing, thinking
with an infinite amount of time.
Keep on reading, keep on studying
keep your business out of mine
no need for drama or violence
only love, peace and the devine.

This has been the Quiet Mouse...

A Life of Boredom

We seem as humans to find regular life boring, so we create drama and emotional instability. We have fallen so far from our basic human behavior of being hunters and gatherers... oh but we always forget that there are and have always been 2 other types of people: warriors and politicians (swindlers and crooks).
Think about it like a yin/yang... it's the constant battle of what is right and good (hunters & gatherers) vs. the unjust, malicious, sociopathic, and just plain evil (often personified by the warriors and politicians).
But there has to be and ebb and flow in the force of nature, the cosmic ocean... or the water gets stagnate and people get bored. Boredom is like idle hands being the devil's playground, thus we have near constant wars. Some boys just never grew up out of the sandbox always with the toys being mine, mine, mine.
They are still playing G.I. Joe except it's someone else's kids that go invade someone else's country in a for-profit war that was instigated under a guise lies and deceptions. Added with fraud, waste, and negligence that puts us already at a VERY heavy toll.
So I guess there's not enough action going on so we have to ;) "Wag the Dog" and invent a war. Except here's the part where the problem comes in... well let's list a couple shall we?
1. Even though the wars are unconstitutional we are stuck there because we have completely destabilized their countries infrastructure and economy.
2. We've pissed off all our allies and acted like schoolyard bullies with our dominating military presence in all corners of the globe... NOW the Middle East
3. Since we DID invade 2 countries, it's kinda understandable that they DON'T WANT US THERE. Period!!
"Terrorists" are created daily as innocent citizens of foreign lands attempt to defend their homes from INVADERS who are SOLELY there to supervise the theft of billions of dollars of natural resources including the blue crystal that powers the blu-ray revolution that can only be found ONE place on the entire planet: Afghanistan... All our "modern advancements" have been at the expense and exploitation of one brown people or another. TRUTH.

Technology is a myth... It does not and is not meant to simplify your life, but rather to complicate it. The technology is becoming a burden to society dumbing down the masses and damaging the basic human bond with the force, the universal spirit.
I suspect that damage is added to the negativity produced from shockingly gruesome and ritualistic animal slaughter. Red meat fuels human anger and aggression... and it tastes good, but still...
Well... it could always be caused by the chemical poisoning we get from vaccines, our tap water, and crop dusted poisons into the air in the form of chem trails?
But I figured it out... here or in a foreign country the goal is the same. Urbanization and depopulation of rural areas where farming is life. In a city it is easier for them to police and pacify you. Like everything else, it is going the way of industrialization with our food. If they control the food, they control what goes in it, how much it costs, and everyone needs to eat, so basically they control YOU too. If they control the food, they control the world. The same thing goes with water, the basic necessity of life, so precious, so pure.
Meanwhile all of our technology that alleviates BOREDOM is distracting YOU from the simplistic and obvious truth... the answer is NOT to over-complicate, but rather to simplify, meaning letting go of attachment to things and realizing that the only thing with true value is us. We ARE the 5th element, the force. When we open our minds and take off our shoes we can feel it.
But... the world is a tumultuous spiral headed in a direction that is ultimately unsustainable and unattainable. We live on a finite planet. If the people in charge were really smart they would realize that the jungles and wilderness areas would be best served intact. Beyond the countless jungle animals, there are also thousands of plants with medicinal properties.
Here's a thought... we have to wear shoes so we cannot receive the energy from the Earth. Barefoot in the grass and dirt is where we feel the most alive. That's why they don't want us farming and growing our own food. It strengthens our natural bond and frees us from the captivity of technology and distraction away from the obvious truth that we are slaves to the technology. We are jacked into the Matrix. It is only when we unplug do we actually find the REAL meaning of your life: You ready???

Leave the world a better place than it was before you

This is why we must have adversity because it takes humans adversity to realize the necessary knowledge & lessons that cause us to keep us attached to the false idols of this materialistic world. And the people we call "BUMS", maybe they are just liberated and free?

The measure of a man is not what he has, but what he shares with others and what he gives back.

Good men have been blind, but can be healed.

What if a bad man in this life becomes a bug in infinite afterlives being stepped on again and again?

Each of us has a destiny of our own, each not the same, but each equally as vital to the system... however the system is broken and there is nowhere else for us to go. The ONLY thing we NEED to do is simplify. Life is only difficult because we have made it that way.

This is what we have become...

This has been the Quiet Mouse... over and out

Divorced and single again

Hello once again my friends, followers, and open minded knowledge seekers! Well, if you don't know me by now, I AM the one and only Quiet Mouse.
I think society gets the idea that all men are misogynistic assholes and incapable of true feelings of relationship pain. A lot of people are confused and believe that EVERY man is constantly looking for something better, as if the grass is greener on the other side of the fence.
Perhaps this is true... maybe it ISN'T true either. I think truth is all a matter of perspective. Most of things just ARE... WE are the ones, as humans, who feel the constant need of labeling everything and we also feel the need to over-complicate many many things, especially relationships.

So I am gonna state some of the thoughts of men, and I do not necessarily support or condone the theories here... just sharing info:
1. "Commitment and monogamy are a woman's idea"
In the animal kingdom (which we DO belong, by the way) there are only a few other animals that mate for life. There are many more species that the under-riding function is reproduction and propagation of the species... however as humans we have the ability, although not necessarily the brains, to defy our basic instincts and CHOSE a life more meaningful than the sharing of fluids in our genitals... again, some people do NOT possess this ability to STOP having kids... or maybe it's their fucked up archaic, outdated religion that tells them to "be fruitful and multiply" so they have more kids than they can monetarily handle.
2. Women outnumber men on this planet
It is about 60% women and 40% men on this planet. Why? Well, women naturally have a longer lifespan than most men. This is in addition to WAR, prison, and other factors that limit the number of available men to be potential baby's daddy's.
3. All women are bitches.
I don't support this theory, but I also do NOT like when a woman feels like she has to be proud of her insecurity and hatefulness towards men. It is NOT the next guys fault that you were hurt by other men in the past. PERIOD. A lot of women run off a good man because of hateful talk and actions based on previous relationships. This goes both ways since both sides act like they are justified in their heinous actions towards those of the opposite gender.
4. Sex is the most important thing in a relationship.
There is no doubt that physical attraction is pivotal to the beginning of a relationship. This is pretty basic on our human instincts. However on a Freudian level, if everything is about sex and aggression then why the pretentiousness and faking of it all. People need to get rid of the "Wonder-where-the-fuck-they-went" bra's, the fake eyelashes, the tube sock in the pants, implants, plastic surgery, and all the other bullshit that is NOT who you really are. Let's be honest, looks and pretentious ideas like weight can and DO change. Everything changes in life, people WILL get old and wrinkly. It happens despite how much people work out or wear the special make-up. At the end when all is said and done we ALL have to face the person in the mirror and we ALL have to talk to the person laying in the bed next to us.

Okay, so my synopsis is that the majority of people are afraid and insecure of the opposite gender. But like what I said about the green grass earlier is this: it's the same grass on BOTH sides of the fence, it's just the shadow that changes your perspective of what your lawn looks like that is skewed.
Also, NOT every man wants to be single OR divorced. Like many women, men are also led to believe from Disney movies, books, and society that love will be everlasting and true. This is a LIE. Any relationship from marriage to parenthood, or vice versa, a child to parent relationship requires lots of EFFORT!!
Most people in this day and age of wastefulness, anger, and disappointment are confused because life is NOT a Disney movie or some cheese-ball romance novel that is written by a woman. Life, like relationships takes a lot of effort and the sad fact is that a lot of people (men and women) are NOT willing enough to put out the effort it takes to repair the rifts that WILL eventually form in a relationship. A man and a woman will NEVER agree on everything. It just will not happen, and besides, wouldn't life be boring if we all thought the same way?
So back to the divorce part: making mistakes is part of the life experience and NO, not everyone that gets married is actually MEANT to last forever... as if we really have a concept of that depth of time and space anyway, hahahahaha
But Quiet Mouse, me and my man have been together for years and we never fight...
I say fantastic! Congrats that you have been able to find that ONE person to give you unconditional love. I personally feel that the very idea of unconditional love grows with maturity. Unfortunately our sexual hormones do NOT go quite so slowly.
It DOES take adversity and strife for us all to have a basis for comparison to appreciate the good times. It also DOES suck when you want to be with that forever person but are all alone in the world. What's worse is that many people assume that because a man is divorced that he WANTS to be separated from his children too. Granted there ARE a lot of asshole losers out there who do NOT take care of their children, but it isn't the same for everyone. WE, myself included, all need to stop generalizing and making presumptuous thoughts about who and what a MAN is. A REAL MAN is the one who takes care of his kids despite divorce or separation from the mom.
The world DOES need more men to stand up and act like a real man and take care of those kids. But what happens when the man DOES want that relationship with his children and has to fight with the kids mom to get adequate visitation time?
Questions ring through all the time, but sometimes answers aren't always so clear

As for me, the Quiet Mouse... I've made more than my fair share of mistakes in relationships. Do I enjoy being single again after many years of marriage? Not really. Am I glad to be out of that relationship with the ex? Of course, but lets make a distinction here: even though I do not want a relationship with this person, does NOT that I wish any ill will or pain, NONE AT ALL. In fact I wish her the most happiness in the world. I hope she is able to find that special someone too one of these days. More importantly is that I did NOT get divorced from my kids, only their mom. Remember that fellas.

Final thoughts would be that I think people need to work on themselves first and foremost before being able to accept and share their life with someone else. Communication IS paramount for making let alone keeping a relationship. Work on how you talk to one another and please please please heed this next line.
If you treat yourself like a whore or slut... guess what??? That is EXACTLY how you will be treated back by others. 

This has been the Quiet Mouse once again!! Keep your hearts open, honest, and secure... you DON'T need a relationship for this, but if you DO have it... it WILL make your future relationships that much the better. And you MUST love yourself before you can invite someone to join hands with you. This doesn't have to be selfish, in fact altruism is much more potent of an emotion.
Peace. Love. Truth. Respect. Honesty.